Liyana|21|USF|
Over the years I've learned many things. I learned to not take myself too seriously, because it takes commitment...something I do not have. I learned to love myself, because who else would? I learned to appreciate the little things, because I may have nothing else. Most importantly, I learned to lock in my heart, because it's the least I can do after all the trouble it's caused.
I don't want to be the one you remember, 'cus I'll be the one you can't forget
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Have you ever just had one of those moments, between doing something and doing absolutely nothing… maybe a cigarette break or chasing a stray thought in the middle of studying - where you realize that maybe life is not as difficult as it’s making itself seem. That maybe somethings that you hold on to are really not worth all that much. That there are people in the world not even worthy to be angry at… certainly that the someone who’s been plaguing your thoughts; who’s been eating away at your soul - was more of an ideal you have conjured than anything this person has ever said or done. Then you think back to a time when everything was taken at face value; no hidden meanings, no motives. Everything was laid out; no gossip and definitely no drama - everything was so simple. -you sigh- then, realizing that the cigarette was burnt out; the coffee finished and you have lost any and all recollection of what that stray thought may have been, you come back to reality. As you walk back into your life, you think wistfully whether you should call that someone, even just to send him a text message to see how he was doing… but decide against it because you know it’ll probably be ignored or ridiculed. 
"I don’t want just words. If that’s all you have for me, you’d better go."
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